Dear Readers,
I'm moving my blog soon, won't be blogging @ this url anymore.
Friday, March 26, 2010
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Sentosa
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
scream out loud
Read is or not is ur choice.
not happy about it? FUCK OFF!
it's only for me to change, not u
i'm always at fault , not you
i'm spoiled, not u
i love u for who u are, u don
i concern ur thought, u never
i care for ur feelings, mine who cares?
i let you too much, u take it for granted.
i dun let u abit, u scold me for being selfish
i love ur family, u hate mine.
i wont feel hurt, u will
i wont feel lonely, u will
i go home is my fault for leaving u
going ur house is a surely must thing.
i know ur parents like me,
but i have a family myself.
dun expect me to split myself into half?
i spend my time with you knowing i'm breaking their promise,
to you is correct isn't it? you want that to happen.
you'll never care even if my family breaks off becox of me.
to you, i can only listen to you than my family?
what am i to you? a dog instead of a girlfriend?
i dun think other guys would trest their girlfriends like this.
controlling is just too much.
i cant cry infront of u,
i cant say out this in my heart,
even if i'm hurt i also cant say out.
always want me to change, you thought i who?
all u love is me being others not myself.
how long more do i need to lie to myself?
why must be the one who is acting like others?
go find others u like instead, that might be better.
does true love counts how much u gave in / return?
no, it's the 1st time i heard someone saying he has limit giving in.
what does this shows? it's isnt true love at all.
not happy about it? FUCK OFF!
it's only for me to change, not u
i'm always at fault , not you
i'm spoiled, not u
i love u for who u are, u don
i concern ur thought, u never
i care for ur feelings, mine who cares?
i let you too much, u take it for granted.
i dun let u abit, u scold me for being selfish
i love ur family, u hate mine.
i wont feel hurt, u will
i wont feel lonely, u will
i go home is my fault for leaving u
going ur house is a surely must thing.
i know ur parents like me,
but i have a family myself.
dun expect me to split myself into half?
i spend my time with you knowing i'm breaking their promise,
to you is correct isn't it? you want that to happen.
you'll never care even if my family breaks off becox of me.
to you, i can only listen to you than my family?
what am i to you? a dog instead of a girlfriend?
i dun think other guys would trest their girlfriends like this.
controlling is just too much.
i cant cry infront of u,
i cant say out this in my heart,
even if i'm hurt i also cant say out.
always want me to change, you thought i who?
all u love is me being others not myself.
how long more do i need to lie to myself?
why must be the one who is acting like others?
go find others u like instead, that might be better.
does true love counts how much u gave in / return?
no, it's the 1st time i heard someone saying he has limit giving in.
what does this shows? it's isnt true love at all.
Complicated
Everything is getting complicated.
My Future Path.
I'm still not sure what kind of course to choose to futher my studies.
Family Matters.
My family is breaking in any moment of time, no idea what will happen next.
Relationship.
The one of the hardest thing to handle in life which I fail to understand.
What's Love
1.Love is a Choice. That is, we are not drawn into love as by an invisible force.
2.Love is expressed in Sacrifice.
3.Love is Discriminatory. Love discriminates in favor of the one loved.
4.Love Stands Alone. It means that true love is not simply a response to
the love of another, It is an expression that is given despite the response
received.
5.Love Begats Love. This may sound like the opposite of the preceding point, both
are true. Although true love is given whether it is returned or not,
it is also the case that true love will bring the response of love from others.
Everyone will not love in return, but love given will reap love from some.
6.Love is Strong.
What's Not Love
1.Love is not Lust. Lust is a physical craving for something or someone.
2.Love is not Like. Like refers to the act of finding enjoyment in something.
To like someone is not necessarily a lower level of loving them.
Like and love are really referring to two different things.
3.Love is not Longing. By longing, I am referring to the emotional feeling
that often accompanies love. I may long to be with someone and that may
be the result of my love to them, but the longing itself is not love.
It is one of the natural outcomes of love.
4.Love is not Language. I include this because of the many gullible souls
that have identified love with a bit of sweet talk.
5.Love is not Leniency. To be lenient is to not hold others fully
accountable for their actions.
My Future Path.
I'm still not sure what kind of course to choose to futher my studies.
Family Matters.
My family is breaking in any moment of time, no idea what will happen next.
Relationship.
The one of the hardest thing to handle in life which I fail to understand.
What's Love
1.Love is a Choice. That is, we are not drawn into love as by an invisible force.
2.Love is expressed in Sacrifice.
3.Love is Discriminatory. Love discriminates in favor of the one loved.
4.Love Stands Alone. It means that true love is not simply a response to
the love of another, It is an expression that is given despite the response
received.
5.Love Begats Love. This may sound like the opposite of the preceding point, both
are true. Although true love is given whether it is returned or not,
it is also the case that true love will bring the response of love from others.
Everyone will not love in return, but love given will reap love from some.
6.Love is Strong.
What's Not Love
1.Love is not Lust. Lust is a physical craving for something or someone.
2.Love is not Like. Like refers to the act of finding enjoyment in something.
To like someone is not necessarily a lower level of loving them.
Like and love are really referring to two different things.
3.Love is not Longing. By longing, I am referring to the emotional feeling
that often accompanies love. I may long to be with someone and that may
be the result of my love to them, but the longing itself is not love.
It is one of the natural outcomes of love.
4.Love is not Language. I include this because of the many gullible souls
that have identified love with a bit of sweet talk.
5.Love is not Leniency. To be lenient is to not hold others fully
accountable for their actions.
It's over
Fyp / Exam is finally over. But still I don't feel free yet.
Feeling so tied up. IT's time to decide for my future.
I'm still not sure about what kind of course / work should i choose.
For example, if i continue staying in Singapore,
I might end up loosing my family. Going HK / Overseas isn't a bad idea.
Just need to make up my mind as soon as possible.
Life is not a game where you can always restart that often.
Life is short, you never knows what will happen in the next moment.
Only GOD knows but there's no way for them to tell you.
No way depending on them you end up be the one figuring out yourself.
Miracle doesn't happen. Everything is fated. Life is your own, not others.
Feeling so tied up. IT's time to decide for my future.
I'm still not sure about what kind of course / work should i choose.
For example, if i continue staying in Singapore,
I might end up loosing my family. Going HK / Overseas isn't a bad idea.
Just need to make up my mind as soon as possible.
Life is not a game where you can always restart that often.
Life is short, you never knows what will happen in the next moment.
Only GOD knows but there's no way for them to tell you.
No way depending on them you end up be the one figuring out yourself.
Miracle doesn't happen. Everything is fated. Life is your own, not others.
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